Saw your clowning. You were funniest when you were talking 

August 13, 2019

I dreamt I was dressed as Abraham Lincoln and hanging out in the snow ? Or maybe not snow but it was a. Relaxed vibe like leisure place. There was a swap meet  with all kinds of broken crappy stuff and some broken people . There was a huge modular synth missing parts . It was like a giant table with square modules hooked together. Some guy offered me water mixed with something. I declined. There was a side room that was a lounge area with booths. People were 

Down by the river

I have a cocoon-like canoe that I crawl inside and float womb-like drifting down into the sunset or the sunrise rather depending…. Curlicuing through bumps and grinds the rocks and beavers abounding. 

Jettisoning onto soft wet sand I don’t just jump out and explore. I do more. I envision every landscape from inside my cocoon and rock myself back off the shore. 

I have movies in my head of the places I’ve bedded, the places I’ve slept with my hands in my head and my legs against my chest

I am the protagonist the sometimes agonist the slay the dragonest man alive. the rescue the damsel the check is cancelled the gretel and hansel i’m all of that. Well it’s something like that but really I mostly observe and watch. I see families walking by outside a shopping mall. I see cars on the freeway. I see animals in the jungle. I see explorers in space. 

Down by the river I have a cocoon-like canoe that I crawl inside and float womb-like drifting down into the sunset or the sunrise rather depending….. meandering through twigs, branches, bark, leaves, bugs, bites, rocks, trash, junk, and all the other canoes. 

My canoe rubs against the other canoes. You can tip that way. You could fall into the water completely. That’s the danger. Your navigation is thrown off. You no longer have control of your destiny. Your encapsulated in your canoe stuck with all the other people stuck in their canoes in a river-bed traffic jam. Nobody can move any longer. 

I get out of my canoe and put on my ginger feet. Gingerly tiptoeing on edges of canoes. Everyone is smiling as I pat them on the head duck duck goose with my cozy ginger socks whisking by their faces. My smile looks like a golden canoe glowing symbolically. I am the prophet of canoe fortune. My canoe dance is instagrammed to China. I get a letter from the mayor of China. He asks me to dance at his wedding but bring all my canoe friends too.

So I decide to grab every canoe in the traffic jam and throw them all one by one as I am very strong onto a container ship heading to China in the morning.

On the container ship…… We have a barbecue to celebrate and it is the biggest funnest sleepover party ever. We do an open mic and karaoke  and write poems about China and the mayor of China and the people of China. We all fall asleep snuggling. 

Was at some kind of party at friends place and they were trying to use a room that was not very accessible.. they lost the key so they had to go through the window. When I came over, I wanted to try the locked door but we couldn’t get it to open so we went ahead and went through a window in someone’s room so we could get up to the locked room

Mucca Pazza was there. I was planning on coming down to rehearse with them. Extra action members were trickling in as we were dealing with the door stuff 

Crazy ride with visitors to work. I planned on going with them to work in field but then wanted to get dropped off at bus station to have an adventure for the day. On my way I calculated that it would take me too long to get there so I decided to turn and get the truck. I ended up in echo park and had truck going wrong way down but Made it out onto right direction to head back to work

We were out of town (was I alone without ace ?) we were in a big house. I had been gathering my things to go upstairs and hopefully get a bed to sleep in. I found a bed but it was in a room with Sonia and she noticed me but did not say anything . I grabbed the rest of my stuff and went back in room and Jessie was preparing to use that bed. I motioned is it okay if I’m there too and she said yes.. it was some kind of circus or big show .

I was with coworkers at Home Depot and we were tired from going out the night before. We were skating around . The Home Depot was actually our warehouse but it looked like Home Depot and people were all around pushing things around with shopping carts, dollies, whatever. No one minded that I was skating. But I fell asleep and woke up at 5 pm and had to change to pants.