Tuesday, November 3, 2015


carrying an eel with me (to get checked out?) . Carried it a long ways and sometimes it was a snake, sometimes an eel. It also could jump. I took it somewhere and i think got some advice for caring for it and walked it home. When I got it home, or to the area where I found it.. I didn't do such a good job holding on to it. I let go of it and it was getting away. I tried to grab it but couldn't hold on. It jumped and jumped and I couldn't grab it again. But I figured it was better off. Also in same dream I had an Iphone shaped like a gun. I took that with me on a walking trip and then it didn't work. I got advice on it and it may have worked after that, but it wasn't really mine to keep anyways, like the snake. 

Tuesday, October 6, 2015

Two guys had been complaining about my band as the worst guests. We had put the wrong countries charger in the wall and it blew a fuse and left burn marks on the wall. We had done some other things but that's all I remember. Somehow they got an idea to damage my friends car.
Two men attacked my friends car and I took pictures. Then the guy saw me with the camera and stopped. I asked him to write down his license plate number fore and gives a cigarette. Then his friend showed back up and was more surly and began slapping the car with sticks.
He turned skinny and more attractive when I felt challenged.
I was carrying Franny and a pet rat around with me on a walk. I had to keep adjusting them as I walked of course. It was remarkable that I was able to keep holding them both on such a long walk. At one point, some of the rat's hair came off. Then later at the end of the walk, we noticed that a lot of it's hair and skin had come off and it was suffering. I had them both on the ground and I got Franny away from the rat at that point, and took her to the hose (PH) to get water. She was thirsty. Then the outside adjusted to be inside and my brother was on the couch listening to music. I was trying to turn it down a bit, some kind of high school metal like Anthrax. The stereo was not cooperating at first but I found the right button.

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

I dreAmt about lucas, Paul. Greg///// some others ... Re: potluck. We started early. . Like in the morning. I drank lots of tea. One of them showed up in a golf outfit. 5/15/15

Saturday, February 7, 2015


Was driving  back to my mom s house and a girl was on her bike motioning at me. I thought she was mad like I cut her off or something but she wasn't mad. I happened to have been driving kind of strange before she showed up, I was going backwards before making a left turn to check something, doing the left turn in a different way. But she wasn't mad. She said "i don't know if you remember me but I went to school with you and I saw you perform years ago . Then I was in a wheelchair. I was looking up at her. Oh cool. What's your name. Then she said her name and we talked a.bit and she sat down in the wheelchair with me. The I was touching her hand again and I noticed a man was with us in the wheelchair too. He was her boyfriend and he started to kiss her on top of me in the wheelchair and I had to be there while they made out. Then I twisted myself out of the wheelchair and went to the ground and explained that I needed to get out of the chair for something or other. We went in their house and not long after Arvo showed up. The boyfriend was doing pull-ups on the ceiling lamp. Arvo had a brand of an animal, like an antelope . He said it had divinitory power . Other Chicago friends were there and making fun. They go into the bathroom to use the antelope head

Wednesday, January 28, 2015


I traveled with my dad through Circassian homelands. He was on a bike? And pulling me on a rolling log. We heArd about other Circassians on journeys in our heads as if we were listening to the radio 

Sunday, January 25, 2015

1/23
driving in a white van, heard a loud noise and thought I hit something . stopped and put on flashers and walked back and saw a white horse acting hurt. I started crying. Then I saw a lady laying down on the grass get up to comfort the horse. I cried, "I think i hit him."
She said, "No, he's been like that for a year". She described his condition.